31.12.03 @ 3:21 p.m.
third shade of blue
the sky, & you
like rain over the sea.
third shade of red
the lover;s bed
crimson blood & rose.
third shade of green is all that you feel
just like my love, but half as unreal.
wednesday afternoon
the sunshine pours like wine
through yr window.
but i know golden december
can turn an empty grey
against yr window.
& i feel like i;m on the outside
of a circle
if i walk by the trees
i;ll catch the falling leaves
if the wind blows.
but i know all this means is
riding on the hours
watching sideshows.
will i turn my coat to the rain
i don;t know
but i;m going somewhere i can warm my bones.
goodbye; i;ll carry me away
& sing to those i know
upon their birthdays.
music: lacuna coil; purify
mood: distorted