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18.04.04 @ 2:40 a.m.

waiting for the day to end.
the silence came too late.
i turn my eyes inside,
close the lids, deny the world to enter.

'cause i;m turning the desires down.
again rose the monstrous of hours in between.
taint the thought, the trauma born inside.

all the thoughts that you defined.
tread the light again.
take the pain away.
it feels as though time as tears,
never seem to end.

music: choking victim; infested
mood: boisterous

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