the words
that i deliver,
always out of breath
out on a limb.

life out of the mainstream,
i declare it dead & gone,
out of the scene.

none of this is harder
than knowing about you.
if you were someone else i could live
without you.

come back later.
be the stone around my neck.
up-set.
up.

& there;s something
you don;t notice.
what it is i
never said.

music: never heard of it; veronica
mood: fucking shit