with a face like this i won;t break any hearts
& thinking like that won;t make me any friends

screw that, forget about that
i don;t want to think about anything like that

i;ve got nothing to do but hang around & get screwed up on you

yr beauty makes me feel alone
i look inside but no one;s home

don;t belong in this world or the next one
wasting every day to my own end
feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating
everything i;ve ever done before

had enough of reinventing memories
living in the shadow of yr charm
the shrapnel of yr insults buried deeper
than confidence can ever overcome

choking on anticipation, waiting
on you to say something to bring me back
all i want;s a trace of recognition
yr silence is as heavy as my eyes

music: cocteau twins; aloysius
mood: shiney