when you show up like that, what am i supposed to say?

it takes a while for the bruises to heal. children of the garden are tangled in danger, playing the smile. & suffering. suffering alone.

who;s daring a battle with the bastard who;s killing us slowly.. you;re mistaken, because i;m not up for that again.

sleepless commotion.

& slash the water bed
& slash all her clothes
smash all the crystal
& break the window.

i dreamed that i knew the secret code. that i cracked the formula & found the perfect note. yr face betrays you, it;s not so hard to read. it makes it so much more satisfying, now, not giving you what you want.

big hit
backlash
i see yr face & i want to smash.

i;m going to take you far. yr charm, yr sweet sound. it;s all for fucking sale. go climb mt everest. you can;t afford to fail. it;s a certain beauty, definitely. a million dollar smile & a five cent heart. just give them what they want before it;s out of style.

you want to smash, huh?
smash.
don;t want to crash, huh?
crash.
who do you think you are?
backlash.
i see yr face & i want to smash.
smash.

have a drink & some poisoning. get so high. you;ll forget how to think. go cry, & crash. so dry, get trashed. no lie, all thrash. oh-fucking-my, more cash. you want to smash.

music: the get up kids; the last lie i told
mood: crappy